Take A Bow....tata!!

I'm not a fan of Rihanna but this song was released coincidently when i was going through a bad patch in life. I've been hearing everybody talking about this song but never had the mood. However, when i was driving from work 1 night this song was on the radio and it just hit me how good this song was!!!

Then, the "Idea-Bulb" glowed above my head. I sincerely wanted to dedicated this song to someone....ehem. Wanted to sign off with style and this was it!! So, i stepped on the accelarator and within minutes i was in front of the monitor downloading the song and within seconds it was delivered through email. Man, did i feel satisfied!!! :)

So, people, esp galz....check this out!


Take A Bow Lyrics

Oh oh How bout a round of applause
A standing ovation
ohohoh yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin outside my house
Tryin to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
(Please) Just cut it out

_[Chorus]_
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cause you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertainin
But it’s over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone(You better hurry up)
before the sprinklers come on(come on)
Talkin’ bout, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on

_[Chorus]_

And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertainin
But it’s over now(But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
And the award for the best liar goes to you(Goes to you)
For make'n me believe that you could be Faithful to me
Lets hear your speech out
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

_[Chorus]_

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goinBut now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertainin
But it’s over now(But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

CATHECUMENT

I've been going through 14 weeks of journey through the path of Christ and finally I and the other 40 odd members in my class have gone through the transition from Enquirers to Cathecument as of yesterday 20.09.2008

We were in church by 8.30am and was welcomed with a very simple breakfast of coffee and nasi lemak. Then we had a few deep meditating sessions and further insights of feeling the presence of God and to my shock till now, I did feel a gush of wind touched me when I was shutting down myself to the sounds and thoughts in me. He was there with us.





Then came the session which i feared most.....personal reflection!! I swore to myself that i won't get emotional today no matter what...but God really tested me. We were told to highlight and discussed among our group members the most happiest and traumatic moments in our lives. When my turn came to speak, i was trembling. I looked over to my closest friend in the group, Shew and she gave me a smile. I started off with my best moment in life which was during my Form 6 lifetime. I was so happy with my dear friends who are still with me till today...thx gals!!


I hesitated when it was my worst moment. Shew put her arm on my legs to comfort me as if she knew what was on my mind. I looked over to my Godmom and she too stretched out her hand to hold mine and give me extra strength to speak. I started off by saying that it was this year i had the most traumatic experience when my eyes welled up with tears. I couldn't go on further. Tears were streaming down my cheeks. My Godmom told me to let it go instead of keeping it inside and pretending because that too is a sin. She also told that everybody here would understand and fight it together with me. Shew prompted the next person in line to continue.




I feel really blessed and happy to be in this phase of life. God has really been with me at all times. These people who are also in the same position as me...meaning the transition in life, are really friendly, helpful, supportive and caring. Everybody has a spiritual awareness in them which is what is being taught to us all this while.

After lunch, we had our rehearsal and back to class again, this time, to watch a movie on Jesus' public ministries. Sadly, it was quite a bad copy and knowing most of the male species in the class were already in slumberland.....zzzzzzz...I had to keep on rubbing my eyes to stay awake!

Everyone was taught how to recite the Hail Mary with the newly blessed rosaries that were given to us. Then we rushed to get dressed for the 6pm mass. During mass, the church parish, Father Paulino introduced and welcomed us into the community and congregation of the church. He then went around to put the sign of the Cross on all our foreheads. I became emotional again. I wasn't sad but more like a rejoice feeling. Then our sponsors were to make the sign of the Cross on ours ears, eyes and shoulders. We were given the Bible also. Mass ended and we congratulated each other for coming this far.

We've still got another 6months ahead to be baptised. I pray and hope that the whole 42 members of the RCIA year 2008-2009 will realise and receive blessings from God. Till then, we shall just be together in this path of spiritual awakening.

APOLOGIES...

I'M SORRY.....these are my only words for the long absence of me updating my blog. My last entry was a newly found friendship....still hangin on good as ever there. Other than that i've been really busy with work and also my spiritual life......was in alot of doubts and confusion.I also had to digest some new discoveries which was shocking and traumatising...sigh....life is tough for me.

However, through the advise from family and true friends, i was determined to get back to my feet and be strong. Believed in my faith towards God and am slowly taking my baby steps.

My 1st plan was to change my outlook, which i did....cropped my locks!!! I usually regret after coming home from the saloon but this time, i felt so differant. More relieved, confident and....happy!! Many observed and complimented my new look. This really made me look at myself in a different way now.....more positively.

I wanna wish my sincere thanks once again to a very important person whom i promised to mentione here.....Cupcakes Queen, Aina Delaila!! She shot beautiful pictures of me....thx again gal!!